Tonight I completed Step 8 in iKnow, and at first I was happy, because that’s one more down, and two to go (with one at 90% and the other at 50% so shouldn’t be too much longer now) to actually complete the Core 1000 officially. But then I went to get an idea of what that was in terms of JLPT and realized that if I want to try to attempt the N2 next year, I need to 5 more sets of 1000, and there’s pretty much no mathematical way that’s going to work out unless I magically gain more hours in the day to study, and spend all of my free time doing so. Which kind of was depressing.
Pretty sure the N3 is still reasonable, so I guess if by next year I’m still feeling like N2 is a bit too much of a stretch for me, I’ll at least try the N3, and just aim for the N2 in 2014 instead. But ugh. I’m so frustrated with myself for not having focused more on learning vocabulary when I was in classes, so that it’s now taken me so long to get to this point. I feel like I’m never going to really get anywhere, because all my goals seem so far away, and like I never really make any progress toward them (even though I know I do, actually, but right now I’m just not feeling it).
I think not doing more output/voice practice was showing in my tutor session yesterday, too. I really ought to start doing Pimsleur regularly again at least, for now, since I still haven’t finished the third level. And probably going back to reading and more importantly, reading out loud to practice sound and rhythm. I do have Harry Potter now, but I’m not sure if I can read it. Probably going to take a look this weekend to see if I can manage it at all or if it still needs to wait, but it is kind of an incentive, seeing it on my shelf, to keep pressing on and trying to study harder so I can get there.